2011

I think after high-school I am going to somewhere away from trouble 

Things that I'm gonna do after high-school :

1. dye my hair whether orange/red auburn/purple/blue or any other gorgeous color
2. shave my hair.. (after dye my hair for weeks or whenever I want) ahahaha !!
3. apply as many college/university  application as I could/want (more then 10 maybe) xD
4. travel around the world
5. learns to play as many instrument as I able/manage to 
6. Tattoo.. but i don't know where or of what
7. Enjoy my FREEDOM !!!  

Music Never Sleep

25 December

Merry Christmas!!! =D

Something About me

I’m a very confusing person, even I can’t decide on what I want. I’m constantly changing my mood and my aspects on life. I don’t like letting things get to me and I try to keep the most positive attitude possible. There’s no point in living life at all if you aren’t going to give it your all. I didn't always think this way I was pretty nice sometimes...

I've learned that it’s better not to talk about things that non-less, all you have to do is just shut the hell up and realize it’s unnecessary and it’s something you’re going to have to get past anyways so there’s no point in telling or talking 'bout crap you just need to letting it get go.

I can be silly and immature with my friends. I kinda hate meeting new people. I'm a social-awkward. I’m only comfortable talking to some people because they don’t make me feel nervous and they aren’t there to judge me.

I have good manners and I’m always polite to people I meet. I like to travel.

I don’t trust people when it comes to anything but I’m working on it. My parents have high expectations for everything and it challenge myself in school and other areas of life. I get good grades and average mostly B’s or C's & A's sometimes A+'s.

However I smoke and I’m not going to lie to you about it. I honestly have given up trying to please people and care about what they think. It’s never going to matter anyways.

I’m here to blog and improve my English, don’t waste your time by judging on me because I don’t give a damn. I can come off rude or self centered but I’m really far from it. Don’t try to figure me out because I can’t even do that. I always try to look my best because you never know when you’re going to meet that one person that’s going to change your life forever.

I’m into space and wildlife, graphic design, photography, premedical and medical studies. I'm dreaming of becoming SURGEON, PROFESSIONAL GRAPHIC DESIGNER/ PHOTOGRAPHER, PROFESSIONAL POKER PLAYER, and PROFESSIONAL TATTO ARTIST.  

p/s i miss the old days, where everyone was happy

Asher Book

Birthday

I never seem to get excited or whatever feeling it is that people should have when their birthday's are just around the conner.. I don't know why, and it seem to be a bit of 'unpleasant'

I'm not saying that I don't like or don't want to celebrate my birthday, it just that there is something kind of bothering me every time my birthday are upcoming..

Since holidays starts, I've been back to my old lifestyle routine which is :
Going to bed at late night or early in the morning.., depend on your own perspective (3am/5am)
And wake up at the middle of evening or late evening (2pm/4pm)
THEN,
At the evening, I'll be having my 'breakfast'  then reading novels until I'm bored
During the night, I'll be online and updating my Facebook then visit/stalking some cool Tumblr/blog and play games.
In the middle of the night, I watch moviess or read my novels then eat my 'lunch'..     
Before going to bed I'll watch the sunrise at the roof of my house ; at late night or early in the morning the view of sunrise from my roof aren't as beautiful as the view of sunset but at least it is still pretty thou..

2010

Holidays been almost a month, and I'm already getting bored of it =/
There's nothing much I could do around this November's holidays, some of my friends are balik kampung, going to their blablabla's house, vacation, nenenene, erek erek, part-time job/winter job. My family?? hmm~ Nothing interesting..

I'm thinking of having winter job but.. not really sure where it's gonna be. By the way, my immune system are getting weaker Lol.. I'm suffering for cold just because of drinking too much cold drinks during rainy days -_____-
 It's kinda annoy when you're on your holidays and you've plan what you gonna do but then suddenly you're SICK!! hella screww!! IT'S RUINs THE PLAN >:(

I thought of going to tuition during the holidays to get my grades up for up coming next year exam and studies.. Pessimistically, when I think twice about it.. I'm kinda lazy to wake up early and do revision about study during holidays.. it just that I'm not the one that gonna studies and do revision during holidays.. that just not me, I'm the one that only going to study or do revision when my parents asked to, when getting bored and for the last minutes of exam, that's me.. :3  

Skip School

Last Friday: skip school
as a return, I get a chance to view a beautiful sunset.. Lol

Life's a scary thing...
Failing.. not being able to help or getting help the one's you love.. not reaching your full potential.. pain.. losing someone.. being forgotten.. height.. clown.. falling into temptation.. God.. loving someone..

If theres one thing that college provides, it gives you a reason to smile.
-Joseph Chung

Things

Now days I saw/see these 3/4 same digits numbers more often than before.. 

    

make a wish every night at 11:11pm =)

want one.. 

2 more Days

my hair growing longer every seconds.. haha..

2 more days, then i'm out for schools this year ;P hah..
I'm a bit tired and I haven't study for Chemistry yet.
btw it's raining and I'm cold, I'm seriously need a warm+tender hugs =)
1 more thing, tomorrow I'll be back late and that doesn't make any sense at all...
Why can't we just skip the discourse/lecturing or whatsoever it's and keep the time for examination on track?!
This is so pathetic and lame, I wish I could change a things but.. never-mind, it's worthless

Hairs

This picture remind me of a wonderful time I ever had this year.

 

Gorgeous Hairs

# 2nd Random Thoughts

I'm allergic to:

• SUN
• peanuts
• nuts
• tree nuts
• cosmetic, laundry & food detergent
• dust
• smoke
• grass
• seafoods
• flowers
• furry animals (cat/dog/rabbit)
• mold spores
• pollen
• ragweed
• dyes
• household cleaners
• physical agents (heat,cold,light)  

Random Thoughts

• I’m perfectly fine. Thank you for asking. =l hah..
• I want a tattoo. I don’t know where or of what.
• I won’t have anything to look forward to on this coming holidays.
• I wish everyday is Christmas!! I want and LOVE Christmas Eve so much. =)
• Although my examination are ongoing during this 3 weeks on row, I'm still playing games instead of doing some revision and that made me quite nervous when sitting on the test.
• December 14? Gift? Present? Movies? Starbucks? PLEASE, anyone? 
• I think my English screw up.
• It’s going to rain tomorrow. My spidey senses are tingling. I’m freezing right now.
• SOMEONE BUY/MAKE ME SOME CREPES. Swear to freakin’ God. I will eat your head off. >:/
• I think I forgot to write my name on my English examination paper.. :D (hah..!! WTH?!)

What about Me?

Ignore the title, ignore the overcurious, let just ignore all the negative thought that you get from the title above..

It's just some random fact. Nothing personal.

I wish I was prettier than her, funnier than her, more fun to be with than her.

Not to get you back. That bird has flown. I just want you to know what you missed out on.

Only I’m not prettier or more anything than her. You found someone better and we both know it.

I know I’ll get over it by the morning but right now I’m feeling mighty petty.

-Gabrielle W.

It's been a while since my last post on September, now is October.

School final exam start today but mine will be start next week till' 11 of November.. 
Quite a long period, and I haven't start to revising anythings yet. Biology? Chemistry? Physic? Add-Math? History? nahh.. I have nothing to tell you 'bout those subjects, I'm numb and speechless. 


First semester of exam, I got the mostttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt extremelyy terriblehorribleuglyfvckingggshittt result ever!!! ='/. I failed 5 subjects out of 10, what a silly thing to let it happened in my life ever!! I'm full of regretfulness on failing those important subjects in my exam, it taught me a good lesson from it. Next time i'm not going to let this 'unlucky charm' happening again, i swear, i promises and you got my word. 

Wish me luck =) 

Rosaries

I got my very own rosaries.. =) haha~
and I'm happy for that. Lol, I don't know why but I'm just happy for that =D
btw you know what?? The rosaries is made of some kind of materials that smells like ROSE... and its smells soo dayemn 'dignity' + 'tranquil'... The smell of it makes me feel so peaceful as of my thought was wonder if I was in some where far far away form everything... away from the sound of noise, trouble, anxiety, nervousness and so on...
hah~... nvm I just saying that I'm happy I got my very own rosaries for the first time since I've been baptized four years ago. I was baptized when I was 13... nahh, i wasn't been baptized when I was a baby. I don't know why but it just so... I'm glad I've been baptized and I proud to be Christianl
I believe that everyone had their own faith and mine is Christian, Roman Catholic.. and I do believe in Jesus Christ.

GBU, wish you had a great day.. XOXOXO =) haha..           

Art

Converse All Star

Mom favorite flower.. Orchid 

  

pretty pretty pink =D

Blooming Chrysanthemum 

Mr. Grasshopper

Backyard little garden

Christmas

I'm seriously, missing Christmas sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much !!

owh, dear god... pelase bring/make December came faster :'/

Biology

Did frog dissection today during biology class.. We were so damn excited during the experiment and with our foggy, We also enjoyed the experiment. =) Thanks to Miss Kancahna our Bio practical teacher.

the frog while still alive 

Poor little frogs whom had to died been killed by us just for the experiment of observing graphics and live specimens of respiratory structure.. what can I say more?? that's how their life gonna be end like., so?? nothing could change anymore.. Lol. Btw sorry for the roughness that you had to go trough before you died dear foggy =/ That is just how the experiment go on.. may your soul R.I.P dearest foggy =/

First you'll be put inside a container and some chloroform

But during our experiment the foggy been inject by formalin due to some reason I don't know what... and maybe because of after been put on some chloroform and the foggy still awake? o.O

After that.., the dissection began.. 

Getting ready to start the dissection

during the dissection

after cutting the first layer of foggy skin & during cutting the second layer of foggy muscle layer

 

After cutting the first & second layer of foggy skin and muscle layer.. 

then, you can see the large & small intestine of the foggy & some other(s) organ. 

My group =) group 2

While doing the experiment there were 4 group, and I'm on group no.2 a.k.a group 2. Each group got 7 members and only 1 foggy for each group to 'autopsy'. In my group we had name our foggy as 'C kiut' / 'C cute' it was named by one of our group member(Gordon). I don't know why he call the foggy cute.. Lol, seriously?? I had not ideas how it come from or even why he named the frog as 'Cute' maybe the foggy it IS cute in his mind and side of view.. -.-' but, not for me =P 

Friday stuff

September is coming

As you did saw the title.. September is coming, August is leaving. in few more days then all the practical teachers at schools are gonna end their practical period or practical time limit or whatever that you call it in just one more week... =/

Time go by past, passing without telling that the end of year are coming close.. so do the 2nd semester exam. Without realizing that day by day, class by class, skip by skip, there are so many others thing that I haven't done yet before facing the ends of this year.. 

BTW I accidentally heard a song on the radio been played (Saleem - Tinggal Kenangan), and it remind/recall  me of the memories while I still live at Lahad Datu. Entahlah sejak bila juga yang saya minta lagu2 c Saleem tapi yang sy tau semua lagu2 yg mcam tu mesti akan membuatkan sy tringat balik semua kenangan tentang masa dulu2, kalo bukan lagu c Saleem mesti lagu2 lama yg popular di awal tahun 2000 & 2001 dan di sekitar tahun 1998 & 1999..     

 (Makin lama makin cacat english saya -.-' semuanya pasal C.Hxxxx la tu wtf pnya ckgu )

p/s: sorry for those any grammar error and any broken language... i seriously need to improve my English and start improving it now -.-    

Joey Diamond

love his amazing voice =) 
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001443497843

School ?

its Thursday eve's xD haha..

Guess??? Whats that? o.O huh..

 

Basketball

soccer/ football

I didn't snap much photo of the soccer/football games, but I did snap some scene/action of the basketball games.. I only upload 2/3 pic of each games because I'm too lazy to do anything now =P

I'm tired by the way..

Irritated but Enjoyable

hmm~...

My spinal cord are killing me =/ Argh... I just got back from the scout camp, it was fun and enjoy =)
I didn't sleep all day long during the camp because we didn't bring any camp and it was raining during the night... so, the shelter that we built couldn't cover us from being wet by the rain...

This's the shelter that we've built 

During night the first rain fall, we (the four of us: Mulok, Atie, Nicole & me) go under the shelter to avoid from the rain.. but shelter roof was leaking, so we move our stuff and ourself to the girls scout shelter... The girls scout shelter were also couldn't fully cover us from being wet by the rain but at least its still able to cover us from drenched.. 

Second time the rain fall during the night, we all were sitting in the middle of the camping area.. Due we were tired and too lazy during this time, we all didn't even move to cover ourself from the rain fall.. Luckily the rain wasn't so bad, we just sit on the spot were the bench been build and resting our eyes with leaning on each other shoulder and trying to sleep while being wet by the rain, in the middle of coolness, wetness and tiredness.. xD I did try to sleep but I just can't sleep because of my spinal cord.. Arghhh, it  was so damn hurt!!! I try to lean  my back on my friends shoulder but it wasn't helping at all.. It still feels hurt, finally I don't care of it anymore I don't give a damn about it anymore I just try to rest my eyes without care of my freaking hurt spinal cord =P

Before the rain fall, my friends and I stay at one of the shelter that been build near the cooking spot.. While we were over there, we chat with some of the boys and you know what ?? xD haha... all we're talking about are about those 'bio and sains sukan ' stuff ;P We laugh out loud every single minutes.. and also we did/made the conversation more like 'formspring' if you know what I mean, its like we're asking question and the boys are answering, explaining, clarifying and  telling us why, how, and what it's.. xD all of the stuff that been ask were so freaking insane and so do the explanation that given, they were so dayem funny.. I swear if you did listen the conversation from the beginning 'till the ends you would never ever stop laughing, its all start with the question of something about hole.. Then, from that moment they all start to laugh and non-stop.. The conversation last for a couple hours then dismiss, after that some of us tried to sleep and rest..   

    

Scout

I'm going to camping this weekends =) 

btw It's true that.. some of my friends are big fat liar and betrayer ;P
Luckily, I do have some real friends that are honest with me and would never ever gossiping about me at my back =)

Smile always, and stop dreaming, start complaining =D

Spain

Yeahhhh !!!!!!!!!
0-1
Spain win !!!!! =D
Dear God, thank you so much for letting Spain win. =)

Spain

World Cup 2010 Champion !!!

7 David Villa

22 Jesus Navas

 9 Fernando Torres 

1 Iker Casillas 

14 Xabi Alonso, 10 Cesc Fábregas