Friday, December 31, 2010

2011


I think after high-school I am going to somewhere away from trouble 


Things that I'm gonna do after high-school :
  1. dye my hair whether orange/red auburn/purple/blue or any other gorgeous color
  2. shave my hair.. (after dye my hair for weeks or whenever I want) ahahaha !!
  3. apply as many college/university  application as I could/want (more then 10 maybe) xD
  4. travel around the world
  5. learns to play as many instrument as I able/manage to 
  6. Tattoo.. but i don't know where or of what
  7. Enjoy my FREEDOM !!!  

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Sunday, December 26, 2010

25 December

Merry Christmas!!! =D

Something About me




I’m a very confusing person, even I can’t decide on what I want. I’m constantly changing my mood and my aspects on life. I don’t like letting things get to me and I try to keep the most positive attitude possible. There’s no point in living life at all if you aren’t going to give it your all. I didn't always think this way I was pretty nice sometimes...

I've learned that it’s better not to talk about things that non-less, all you have to do is just shut the hell up and realize it’s unnecessary and it’s something you’re going to have to get past anyways so there’s no point in telling or talking 'bout crap you just need to letting it get go.

I can be silly and immature with my friends. I kinda hate meeting new people. I'm a social-awkward. I’m only comfortable talking to some people because they don’t make me feel nervous and they aren’t there to judge me.

I have good manners and I’m always polite to people I meet. I like to travel.
I don’t trust people when it comes to anything but I’m working on it. My parents have high expectations for everything and it challenge myself in school and other areas of life. I get good grades and average mostly B’s or C's & A's sometimes A+'s.

However I smoke and I’m not going to lie to you about it. I honestly have given up trying to please people and care about what they think. It’s never going to matter anyways.

I’m here to blog and improve my English, don’t waste your time by judging on me because I don’t give a damn. I can come off rude or self centered but I’m really far from it. Don’t try to figure me out because I can’t even do that. I always try to look my best because you never know when you’re going to meet that one person that’s going to change your life forever.

I’m into space and wildlife, graphic design, photography, premedical and medical studies. I'm dreaming of becoming SURGEON, PROFESSIONAL GRAPHIC DESIGNER/ PHOTOGRAPHER, PROFESSIONAL POKER PLAYER, and PROFESSIONAL TATTO ARTIST.  

p/s i miss the old days, where everyone was happy

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Monday, December 13, 2010

Birthday

I never seem to get excited or whatever feeling it is that people should have when their birthday's are just around the conner.. I don't know why, and it seem to be a bit of 'unpleasant'

I'm not saying that I don't like or don't want to celebrate my birthday, it just that there is something kind of bothering me every time my birthday are upcoming..

Since holidays starts, I've been back to my old lifestyle routine which is :
Going to bed at late night or early in the morning.., depend on your own perspective (3am/5am)
And wake up at the middle of evening or late evening (2pm/4pm)
THEN,
At the evening, I'll be having my 'breakfast'  then reading novels until I'm bored
During the night, I'll be online and updating my Facebook then visit/stalking some cool Tumblr/blog and play games.
In the middle of the night, I watch moviess or read my novels then eat my 'lunch'..     
Before going to bed I'll watch the sunrise at the roof of my house ; at late night or early in the morning the view of sunrise from my roof aren't as beautiful as the view of sunset but at least it is still pretty thou..

Thursday, December 2, 2010

2010


Holidays been almost a month, and I'm already getting bored of it =/
There's nothing much I could do around this November's holidays, some of my friends are balik kampung, going to their blablabla's house, vacation, nenenene, erek erek, part-time job/winter job. My family?? hmm~ Nothing interesting..

I'm thinking of having winter job but.. not really sure where it's gonna be. By the way, my immune system are getting weaker Lol.. I'm suffering for cold just because of drinking too much cold drinks during rainy days -_____-
 It's kinda annoy when you're on your holidays and you've plan what you gonna do but then suddenly you're SICK!! hella screww!! IT'S RUINs THE PLAN >:(

I thought of going to tuition during the holidays to get my grades up for up coming next year exam and studies.. Pessimistically, when I think twice about it.. I'm kinda lazy to wake up early and do revision about study during holidays.. it just that I'm not the one that gonna studies and do revision during holidays.. that just not me, I'm the one that only going to study or do revision when my parents asked to, when getting bored and for the last minutes of exam, that's me.. :3