Sunday, December 25, 2016

Triangle




I guess I'm not that important after all.
When I needed a help, you wont be here at all!
Yet when she is the one that need something, you definitely will be there all the time.
Even when she need nothing, you will always be ready for her.
Too bad in my case, there is nothing all the time.

You still head over heels with your ex, and I'm just a rebound.
You told that she did hurt you real bad yet.., you can accept and tolerate with that. But for me? even when I was just messing around.. you don't even give fuck.

I'm the one that need you. Yet, you fucking ignore abandoned and lie to me.
I'm sure that you treat her way more special than I'm. Why? Because you still Love and care about her! You just stay being with me for taking an advantage.
You only need me when you were bored and you sureneed her all the time.
She is a lot more important than me.
When she is the one texting with you, she get immediate relpy
Me? heck no. You only going to read it then ignore it just like a piece of shit.
Maybe I just have to accept the fact that I'm nothing to you. 

I'm just the one that you need to spare your bored time. 
And she is the one you adore the most and love having conversation with. 
You doesnt even care if she would hurt you again just like before. 
It's just like cheating yourself that you want me but actually she is the one you hope and expected to be.
I'm just a human being, that appear at the wrong time and at the wrong place.
I know that you secretly hope that she would come back to you.
Therefore, I'll be preparing myself from now on just waiting the day that you would dump me just like she dumped you before.

Thanks for giving me a lesson that worth a life regret. Thank you. Thank you for everything 

05/05/2014