Substitute Teachers

I'm so gonna be daydreaming while in the class for this next three month in the subjects of physic, biology and history -______-

There are some practical teachers that gonna be substitute teachers for some of our class, and it is going to be whether so dayem irritating bored or just fine.. haha.. Lol
Whatever~
maybe it just gonna be fine, nothing to worry about... or...??   I don't know..
I don't wanna judge anyone or anybody, I'm just sayin'... That's what I do, not to judge or even assume.. just thinking and wondering by using my own thought.. =P and that's also the reason why I am a grammar failure, I just write down what is in my thought without looking back or check down what I've wrote whether there are some mistake or not... xD

Some of the practical teachers are being substitute teacher in some of our class (Bio,Physic,History)

School

*Sigh* I'm being such a numb right now.. -__________- got nothing to do else, today is the last day before school start again and I haven't finish up my homework yet =P I'm too lazy for that right now..


In just less then 12hours I'm gonna be back at school AGAIN just like before, with all those bored routine to do all over again and again and AGAIN !! It's not like that I hate school, but it's just that I don't really like the situation around the class (my class).. with the teachers assume that it was the class of 'smart-ass students'. While the fact that, I'm NOT..  (I'm just an ordinary normal student with the result C+ C- D- B- B+ only sometimes will get an A.. not occasionally but rarely only once in a while, not exactly an A tough it was an A- but still count as 'A' =P) and having some of those classmate that have straight A's as their report card result, and-also-with-those-whatsoever-parents-or-people-assumes. I hate the ways they assume it was like that. Yeah maybe it was no 'biggie' but sometimes it cause me to suffer a little bit, kinda like it's a drugs that slowly killing me trough my vein without everyone around even noticed about it.


I'm not stress out, I'm just worried thats all.. =/ I'm worried that if I couldn't pass those killer subjects (physic& add-math) I wish I could just drop out those 2 subjects and don't need to think about it anymore, that easily.. but.., it's not that simple as you think so or thought so.. There's are consequences that will/could effect my result or future or whatsoever its call.. for the next upcoming stuff like jobs, college, university, even to get in matriculation and so on..
All I know is just that I don't wanna fail thats all.. hopefully this will get better soon =)
I don't wanna feel sorry for myself I just want to be better and away from all of the stupid stuff that makes me worried..
(If you could imagine it, then you will succeed it).. GMH


btw.. just so you know, I love school xD              

o_O

Holiday are almost over.. only left few more days for me to finish up my homeworks that have been given before holidays start. -___________-

hmm~ I'm too lazy to do my homework for now.. I don't know why, but..I just feel like I don't wanna do any of my homework and doesn't have the mood to do some revision for now. =/ Every time when I'm trying to do some revision, something always seem to buzz me.. I don't know what it is neither why it is o.O? I'm totally mess up with my academic this time.. and now, I really don't know what should I do. Maybe it's just that I'm being such a massive procrastinator that's all, but... I really don't know if that was the reason I was mess up... =/ ??

Just so you know, until now.. I'm still concern about the physic subject.(Seriously) 

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About last couple weeks,

nothing much happening around.. the first week of holiday and before the first week of holiday start while still on Friday, I join the church Mini Youth Rally with my friends, it was fun and kinda inspire me about something that related to self-believe and things about GOD.

After the church activities, I went to sleepover at my friend house with some other friends. It was fun, delightful and hilarious, there were so many things that we talk about during the sleepover at Ela house. xD Cracking jokes, telling story, exchange story and also gossiping.. Lol,haha.. what else could I said? =P we just having FUN =D

from the left: Ela, Sonnia, Me & Lid =D

2nd week of holiday,

Also nothing much happening, but on the weekend my family and I go fishing at the place name 'kg. SERUSUT' hmm? Do you have any idea where is that?? Well, actually I also don't exactly know where was it.., all I know is just that the view of sunset over there was so beautiful & MARVELOUS xD haha.. 

Even thought, the place was not really that 'amazing' but, it was okay and I enjoy spending time with my family, siblings, and cousin.. 

      

while afternoon, 1:11 p.m it was so hot.. and the sun causing my skin turn reddish  

 

everyone is sweating and waiting for their catch, under the hottest sun... xD

before sunset =)

while sunset =) 

after sunset =) awesome isn't it? 

  

Smile =)

Its been a while... and
I'm kinda sorta lazy to update this blog.. Lol, haha.. xD

anyway.. i would like to share a couple songs that i found out from others blog and i enjoy listening it =)

Dang..!!

what kind of animals or vehicle would make a sound of 'Dang!' ?? o.O Lol. haha
what  a silly question xD


Its almost the end of first week holidays.. what did I do? huh?? dayemm~! I did nothing but just wasting those precious moment for online, playing games and watch TV -_____-
I'm soo numb... and I'm speechless, got nothing to talk about or jokes bout'....
it's kinda bored, spending this summer weekends with only eating the chubby hubby ice cream while watch TV and online.. =/


I'm seriously indeed of a summer brilliant exotic precious extraordinary vacation!!


btw just so you know.. I'm dying for my PHYSIC subject =(