Sunday, December 25, 2016

Triangle




I guess I'm not that important after all.
When I needed a help, you wont be here at all!
Yet when she is the one that need something, you definitely will be there all the time.
Even when she need nothing, you will always be ready for her.
Too bad in my case, there is nothing all the time.

You still head over heels with your ex, and I'm just a rebound.
You told that she did hurt you real bad yet.., you can accept and tolerate with that. But for me? even when I was just messing around.. you don't even give fuck.

I'm the one that need you. Yet, you fucking ignore abandoned and lie to me.
I'm sure that you treat her way more special than I'm. Why? Because you still Love and care about her! You just stay being with me for taking an advantage.
You only need me when you were bored and you sureneed her all the time.
She is a lot more important than me.
When she is the one texting with you, she get immediate relpy
Me? heck no. You only going to read it then ignore it just like a piece of shit.
Maybe I just have to accept the fact that I'm nothing to you. 

I'm just the one that you need to spare your bored time. 
And she is the one you adore the most and love having conversation with. 
You doesnt even care if she would hurt you again just like before. 
It's just like cheating yourself that you want me but actually she is the one you hope and expected to be.
I'm just a human being, that appear at the wrong time and at the wrong place.
I know that you secretly hope that she would come back to you.
Therefore, I'll be preparing myself from now on just waiting the day that you would dump me just like she dumped you before.

Thanks for giving me a lesson that worth a life regret. Thank you. Thank you for everything 

05/05/2014
    

Thursday, March 17, 2016

17 March 2016

小宇

总有些惊奇的际遇 比方说当我遇见你
你那双温柔剔透的眼睛 出现在我梦里
我的爱就像一片云 在你的天空无处停
多渴望化成阵阵的小雨 滋润你心中的土地

不管未来会怎么样 至少我们现在很开心
不管结局会怎么样 至少想念的人是你
我不会把它当作游戏 因为我真心对你

总有些话是不能提 怕你会掉入选择题
我把情感自私的那一面 隐藏在黑夜里
我的爱就像一片舟 在你的心湖无处停
寻寻觅觅一个美丽的港湾 希望不再流浪漂荡

我不管未来会怎么样 至少我们现在很开心
我不管结局会怎么样 至少想念的人是你
我不管未来会怎么样 但我每天都想见到你
我不管结局会怎么样 我想真的跟你在一起

如果你还是没法相信 真的没关系 我会安静的离去

Thursday, February 4, 2016

I'm feeling a little peculiar

Till this day, I still can't decide what I want. I do exactly know what I want, yet I'm have no idea what exactly I need. 



For everthing that I've done, I'm still trying to figure out where's the destination that I'm heading.