Almost 18

I'm in the process of growing up

I get to do as many mistake as I have to,

I learned from my mistake.

I don't have the best out of everything in life 

I'm just good at making the best of everything that life brings along

And someday, I hope that my curiosity will be replaced by something beautiful 

        

I need fantasy not reality, I have enough reality all this years

I live in a world of fantasy, so keep your reality away from me

I'm 153 cm instead of 160 cm

Weight 47 kg instead of 45 kg,

I'm almost 18 y/o instead of 8 y/o.

I'm 50% Chinese + 50% Kadazan Dusun 

Instead of 50% Redhead + 50% Eurasian

And I'm Asian  

It's already December.

It's funny how day by day,

Nothing changes But

when you look back.

Everything is different.

It's funny how I just don't care anymore

And I'm just a kid. Who grew up way too FAST!

Conclusion = Time does fly. 

p/s : I'm addicted to 9Gag :P

 

Give Me Some HOPE

This is the part where DECISION is all matter.

Time go by so FAST

From minutes turn to months..
High school to College..
From 17 to 21.. 

Ironically 

I haven't made up my mind yet. FIS or IT Engineering or Graphic Design ? hmm...

First and foremost, I would like to mention about PLKN a.k.a Malaysian Training Program.
I'm totally screw up!! Arghhhhhhhhhh... :| I'll be attending the program by early next month. JEEZZZZZZ I almost forgot that I was chosen to attend this fricking thing. Trololol
Well.., what more can I do to change the system? Huh? Let just accept it with an (forced) open heart. haha!
Hopefully I'll stay alive during the training till the end. xD
Let it be.. What will be; will be.~
Terima ja la dengan redha, apa juga boleh buat. Hmm..~

"It's Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope I had the time of my life.
For what it's worth it was worth all the while.."

Truth to be told:

I wanna become a doctor yet I'm worry that I can't 'survive' during the process of becoming a surgeon.

I like ICT subject yet I'm concern that it's not what I wish to live with or pursue furthermore;

I'm interested in graphic design but I doubt that it can pay well for/in the future.

I'm running out of ideas! I need an escape from life for a while...

Life as a Young Adult

''Life is a beautiful melody. Sometimes you flub the lyrics, but don't stop singing...''

So.. Here is the part where I supposed to tell you that it's not scary..
As a high school leaver, I've to decide what's my plan for the future. I'm thinking of pursuing my study in medical or art in graphic design.. :]

Life is so unpredictable
I'm not a fan of the UNKNOWN. The UNKNOWN can change your entire life in an instant. The UNKNOWN can take everything away from you and never give it back. Your life can end in a flash before you even have time to know it's over.

I'm dreaming/daydreaming to study oversea/aboard, pursuing further study levels at foreign country to experience different lifestyle and get to know more about their culture.. thus, I can improve/learn my skills & life experience as a young adult by taking care of my own; sort of like being 'independent'... & learn not to count on anyone else But myself. Haha!

P/s: I dreamed of flying away from my home last night. Trololol, AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!