14th December

Holidays are coming, examination are done for now
After half of a decade stressing, now Its time to relax
Its time to enjoy the holidays, Its time to sit down, lay back on the couch and forget all about high school..
Yet crisis, drama, stress, problems, and shit never seem to need a break.

Sorrow seems to conquer the days, leaving sadness to break the tourniquet
Slowly taken away the happiness bringing tears to the cheek

Lie never seem to be a problem, hiding the truth never seem to be false.
Its all just part of life cycle. That's all

HAHA! I just put on my braces last Monday.. And now I barely even can bite a rice AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
Such TORTURED, yet I don't regret on getting braces! TEEHEE :)
Just so you know I take ages just to brush/clean my teeth from now on. HAHA

Cepumas

Finish my high school on 11/11/11. o.O
pretty awkward huh? what can I say??

Just so you know yesterday was the first day of SPM, and...... I...... screw it in Malay paper 2 !!
whaaaaaaat theeeeeeeee heckkkkkkkk was I'm doinggggg?!!!!
I've already lost >12 marks in paper 2!! I didn't have enough time to finish/answer all the question in section 2 due to wasting too much time in the section 1 !! It cause me to shed a tears after submitting the unfinished answer sheet.DANG! dammit! Why can't I just hold it till I got home?! Fuck Off!
Arghhhhhhhhhhh!! I'm so devastated right now! :/ I would trade my soul just to retake the test! AHAHAAH
But that would never happened in reality. I just had a bad day thats all. Sooner or later it will end instantly.
One more thing! I'm not going to get ceramic braces instead I'll get damon braces. 12/12/11 will be the date I start wearing braces and SPM will be over in 30 november !!

Give me some hope, I'm running out of luck...

Hey :)
Excels are over, yet I still need to study hard and work my ass off to score ACEs in SPM

For the first time in this year I pass my history test !! HAHA :D I'm proud of myself
I guess the late night studying and the numb-numbing hours spent on studying and revision payed off. From D to B !! It's a good progress right? Even though I didn't get ACE, at least my grades are getting better.

Just so you know, I might kill it in Maths but I screw it in Add-Maths :/
Once more...I FAIL in Add-Maths, I running out of charm.
Somebody please help me in Calculus, I reallyreallyreallyreally needed a helping hand, I'm numb in calculus.. I hate those dy/dx du/dv ''telur dinosaur'' or what so ever you call it is. *sigh*
Biology,Physics,Chemistry... what you got for me? can you please show me some love, my love for you are infinity.. TROLOLOLOLOLOL 


Despite all the damn thing, sooner or later all of the bad charm will instantly end.


Here we go... soon I'll be wearing braces. You might think/said that it was so freaking hurt/ugly/painful or whatever it is.., yet the result after 24 months of having it in your mouth was tremendous!! Trust me! all the pain/nerve-racking are worth it.


About the braces... I need to decide wether I want the ceramic one or the metal one.
Yet I choose to get/have half ceramic and half metal that might decrease the cost a little bit than having full ceramic braces. I know that ceramic brackets of braces was a bit pricey than metal brackets. But I don't want to get/have the full metal one. 
THANKS to my parents they encourage me in whatever my decision are.. 

'Money is never a problem if there's a desire of good deeds or benefits, and Money is never a problem if you aren't such a pessimistic or narrow-minded.'  stellyn levine