License

Somehow for some reason I don't have the urge/enthusiasm/interest or whatsoever you call it is in driving. I rather and prefer more being a passenger than a driver.

I don't hate driving;
I just didn't quiet enjoy driving as much as some of my friends are...

Yet the feeling of Anxiety, Panic, Nervous, Scared, Fear, & Worry never seem to strike when I'm driving..
The only feeling I have : 'blank'?
It's not that I didn't have any clue on how to drive a car.. I do know how to drive but, I just doesn't seem to enjoy it. Trololol

I'm done with the license now. :))

Gone For Good

Take a break..
Let's fly to London, New York, Canada, Dubai, Paris, Kuala Lumpur then back to Sabah ;D

January is never good

February was a skip
March pushed and shoved me
April made me grin 
May tear my brain apart
June taught me to remembered and let go
July had me holding in tight
August slipped away from me
September was blur
October was a mess
November left me reckless and restless
December was made up of favorites. Old and New

I don't wanna be lonely, or belong to mystery..
Sometimes it's not always easy being someone daughter; no matter whose daughter you are.
Life is full of screw-ups, thats just how life play out.. Everybody DIES, but not everybody LIVES.
I can keep a key from a colonel, I can stay away from a saint. But I don't know why it's so certain, that the best is yet to come!

At some point for some reason, you may find that this post is kinda sorta pointless or whatever you might think it is. It doesn't make a lot of sense right now, but it will... :]
I barely even can thinks straight! Because I haven't take a proper nap/sleep for the last 36 hours!!! HAHAHA 
There's always HOPE, for the HOPELESS.

Tomorrow Is Christmas

Happy & Merry Christmas Eve everyone :)

But.. as for me... it doesn't feel like Christmas at all... :| maybe;...

Let just relax, lay back, listen & enjoy the songs in the middle of the night/early in the morning.. ;)

dang it! I'm such a hopelessly hopeful dreamer ;P TEEHEE

14th December

Holidays are coming, examination are done for now
After half of a decade stressing, now Its time to relax
Its time to enjoy the holidays, Its time to sit down, lay back on the couch and forget all about high school..
Yet crisis, drama, stress, problems, and shit never seem to need a break.

Sorrow seems to conquer the days, leaving sadness to break the tourniquet
Slowly taken away the happiness bringing tears to the cheek

Lie never seem to be a problem, hiding the truth never seem to be false.
Its all just part of life cycle. That's all

HAHA! I just put on my braces last Monday.. And now I barely even can bite a rice AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
Such TORTURED, yet I don't regret on getting braces! TEEHEE :)
Just so you know I take ages just to brush/clean my teeth from now on. HAHA

Holiday

It's holiday again, another 1st semester had gone by... a semester that we wont be able to get back.
Yet again, I'm sick... -___-
Just like last year holiday, it seems like my immune system aren't that strong enough to fight all the viruses that damaging my body immune system. Lol.. haha
Just so you know, I FAIL my additional mathematics test!! I got only 24% on the test and I'm NOT proud of it. The only subjects that I get Ace as the grades for now are English...
Hmm~ I'm indeed of motivation right now...

p/s: Give me a private tutor that can teach me all those killer-subjects so that I could get 10 Aces' + in my SPM =D Amen.

25 December

Merry Christmas!!! =D

2010

Holidays been almost a month, and I'm already getting bored of it =/
There's nothing much I could do around this November's holidays, some of my friends are balik kampung, going to their blablabla's house, vacation, nenenene, erek erek, part-time job/winter job. My family?? hmm~ Nothing interesting..

I'm thinking of having winter job but.. not really sure where it's gonna be. By the way, my immune system are getting weaker Lol.. I'm suffering for cold just because of drinking too much cold drinks during rainy days -_____-
 It's kinda annoy when you're on your holidays and you've plan what you gonna do but then suddenly you're SICK!! hella screww!! IT'S RUINs THE PLAN >:(

I thought of going to tuition during the holidays to get my grades up for up coming next year exam and studies.. Pessimistically, when I think twice about it.. I'm kinda lazy to wake up early and do revision about study during holidays.. it just that I'm not the one that gonna studies and do revision during holidays.. that just not me, I'm the one that only going to study or do revision when my parents asked to, when getting bored and for the last minutes of exam, that's me.. :3  

Christmas

I'm seriously, missing Christmas sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much !!

owh, dear god... pelase bring/make December came faster :'/

o_O

Holiday are almost over.. only left few more days for me to finish up my homeworks that have been given before holidays start. -___________-

hmm~ I'm too lazy to do my homework for now.. I don't know why, but..I just feel like I don't wanna do any of my homework and doesn't have the mood to do some revision for now. =/ Every time when I'm trying to do some revision, something always seem to buzz me.. I don't know what it is neither why it is o.O? I'm totally mess up with my academic this time.. and now, I really don't know what should I do. Maybe it's just that I'm being such a massive procrastinator that's all, but... I really don't know if that was the reason I was mess up... =/ ??

Just so you know, until now.. I'm still concern about the physic subject.(Seriously) 

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About last couple weeks,

nothing much happening around.. the first week of holiday and before the first week of holiday start while still on Friday, I join the church Mini Youth Rally with my friends, it was fun and kinda inspire me about something that related to self-believe and things about GOD.

After the church activities, I went to sleepover at my friend house with some other friends. It was fun, delightful and hilarious, there were so many things that we talk about during the sleepover at Ela house. xD Cracking jokes, telling story, exchange story and also gossiping.. Lol,haha.. what else could I said? =P we just having FUN =D

from the left: Ela, Sonnia, Me & Lid =D

2nd week of holiday,

Also nothing much happening, but on the weekend my family and I go fishing at the place name 'kg. SERUSUT' hmm? Do you have any idea where is that?? Well, actually I also don't exactly know where was it.., all I know is just that the view of sunset over there was so beautiful & MARVELOUS xD haha.. 

Even thought, the place was not really that 'amazing' but, it was okay and I enjoy spending time with my family, siblings, and cousin.. 

      

while afternoon, 1:11 p.m it was so hot.. and the sun causing my skin turn reddish  

 

everyone is sweating and waiting for their catch, under the hottest sun... xD

before sunset =)

while sunset =) 

after sunset =) awesome isn't it? 

  

Over..

First semester exam is soo over..

and so do my PHYSIC!! I'm soo gonna FAIL in my PHYSIC!! Lol xD

not to forget my history too. =/ 

I think I'm soo gonna fail in my history, bio, add-math & PHYSIC !

Haha.. xD what can I say ? 

Let just forget bout it for a while.. 

Next week is the last week before 1st semester holiday so, I'm not going to just sit around and wait for the holidays to end. Seriously, what should I do during the holiday?? study? Hell No! =P 

better go to jogs or cycling every morning and evening with my friends or go to vacation =D

btw I really have no idea how should I spend the 3weeks of holidays o.O         

Owh~ crap !

A week of school holiday, during the holiday I didn't even open any books to do some revision or done any homework that been given... chemistry? Physic? Bio? History? English? b.m? hmmm.. don't even ask me whether I've done any of those homework or not, because you already know what the answer ;P 


And now, how am I supposed to do all of those zillion of homework in just 2 days before school started. Arghh... wtf?! I'm so regretful, I didn't finish up all those homework while I still have plenty time to done it.


But, isn't that holidays is the days that we should/suppose to relax, relaxing our BRAIN!, don't need go to school or works and just having rest..?? Why the hell on earth are the teachers giving us plenty of homework on holiday?? =/while holidays.. We supposed to give our brain a rest during holidays, instead of doing a million zillion billion of homework!! 

(what can i say?? *sigh* maybe we been given those zillion of homework is for our own good, so that we'll no be a dumb-ass ) yeah, whatever~  -.-