License

Somehow for some reason I don't have the urge/enthusiasm/interest or whatsoever you call it is in driving. I rather and prefer more being a passenger than a driver.

I don't hate driving;
I just didn't quiet enjoy driving as much as some of my friends are...

Yet the feeling of Anxiety, Panic, Nervous, Scared, Fear, & Worry never seem to strike when I'm driving..
The only feeling I have : 'blank'?
It's not that I didn't have any clue on how to drive a car.. I do know how to drive but, I just doesn't seem to enjoy it. Trololol

I'm done with the license now. :))

Awkward Moment

Something weird happens today...

Today is the most weirdest  day ever.. Wanna know why??

At some point for some reasons I find that it's awkward for me if I saw any of my friends/classmate/schoolmate outside the school when I'm shopping with my parents at mall or anywhere else.

In less than just 4 hours, I saw/accidentally meet 7 out of tons of my friends/classmate/schoolmate outside the school, at different place yet at the same day..

3 out of 7 of them I accidentally meet/saw them at my housing area. Just so you know, at the moment when I accidentally meet/saw the first 3 of them... I was ridding my bike cycling around the housing area with my niece and I was wearing my Pajamas shirt…!! Lol I don't know what was I thinking., and why did I wear my Pajamas when cycling.. why didn't I change my shirt before I went out to cycling?!! I'm kinda embarrass when they saw me cycling around in my Pajamas shirt.. and It's too weird for me when I bump into them while I was in messy.. Lol, HAHA.. 

The other 4 of them I accidentally meet/saw them at downtown while shopping for grocery and while paying at the counter. I smile and wave at each of them while my parents were next to me eyeing and watching at them. Luckily, while this time of awkward moment I was dress properly.. HAHA  

Something About me

I’m a very confusing person, even I can’t decide on what I want. I’m constantly changing my mood and my aspects on life. I don’t like letting things get to me and I try to keep the most positive attitude possible. There’s no point in living life at all if you aren’t going to give it your all. I didn't always think this way I was pretty nice sometimes...

I've learned that it’s better not to talk about things that non-less, all you have to do is just shut the hell up and realize it’s unnecessary and it’s something you’re going to have to get past anyways so there’s no point in telling or talking 'bout crap you just need to letting it get go.

I can be silly and immature with my friends. I kinda hate meeting new people. I'm a social-awkward. I’m only comfortable talking to some people because they don’t make me feel nervous and they aren’t there to judge me.

I have good manners and I’m always polite to people I meet. I like to travel.

I don’t trust people when it comes to anything but I’m working on it. My parents have high expectations for everything and it challenge myself in school and other areas of life. I get good grades and average mostly B’s or C's & A's sometimes A+'s.

However I smoke and I’m not going to lie to you about it. I honestly have given up trying to please people and care about what they think. It’s never going to matter anyways.

I’m here to blog and improve my English, don’t waste your time by judging on me because I don’t give a damn. I can come off rude or self centered but I’m really far from it. Don’t try to figure me out because I can’t even do that. I always try to look my best because you never know when you’re going to meet that one person that’s going to change your life forever.

I’m into space and wildlife, graphic design, photography, premedical and medical studies. I'm dreaming of becoming SURGEON, PROFESSIONAL GRAPHIC DESIGNER/ PHOTOGRAPHER, PROFESSIONAL POKER PLAYER, and PROFESSIONAL TATTO ARTIST.  

p/s i miss the old days, where everyone was happy

Birthday

I never seem to get excited or whatever feeling it is that people should have when their birthday's are just around the conner.. I don't know why, and it seem to be a bit of 'unpleasant'

I'm not saying that I don't like or don't want to celebrate my birthday, it just that there is something kind of bothering me every time my birthday are upcoming..

Since holidays starts, I've been back to my old lifestyle routine which is :
Going to bed at late night or early in the morning.., depend on your own perspective (3am/5am)
And wake up at the middle of evening or late evening (2pm/4pm)
THEN,
At the evening, I'll be having my 'breakfast'  then reading novels until I'm bored
During the night, I'll be online and updating my Facebook then visit/stalking some cool Tumblr/blog and play games.
In the middle of the night, I watch moviess or read my novels then eat my 'lunch'..     
Before going to bed I'll watch the sunrise at the roof of my house ; at late night or early in the morning the view of sunrise from my roof aren't as beautiful as the view of sunset but at least it is still pretty thou..

Things

Now days I saw/see these 3/4 same digits numbers more often than before.. 

    

make a wish every night at 11:11pm =)

want one.. 

Dang..!!

what kind of animals or vehicle would make a sound of 'Dang!' ?? o.O Lol. haha
what  a silly question xD


Its almost the end of first week holidays.. what did I do? huh?? dayemm~! I did nothing but just wasting those precious moment for online, playing games and watch TV -_____-
I'm soo numb... and I'm speechless, got nothing to talk about or jokes bout'....
it's kinda bored, spending this summer weekends with only eating the chubby hubby ice cream while watch TV and online.. =/


I'm seriously indeed of a summer brilliant exotic precious extraordinary vacation!!


btw just so you know.. I'm dying for my PHYSIC subject =(