Birthday

I never seem to get excited or whatever feeling it is that people should have when their birthday's are just around the conner.. I don't know why, and it seem to be a bit of 'unpleasant'

I'm not saying that I don't like or don't want to celebrate my birthday, it just that there is something kind of bothering me every time my birthday are upcoming..

Since holidays starts, I've been back to my old lifestyle routine which is :
Going to bed at late night or early in the morning.., depend on your own perspective (3am/5am)
And wake up at the middle of evening or late evening (2pm/4pm)
THEN,
At the evening, I'll be having my 'breakfast'  then reading novels until I'm bored
During the night, I'll be online and updating my Facebook then visit/stalking some cool Tumblr/blog and play games.
In the middle of the night, I watch moviess or read my novels then eat my 'lunch'..     
Before going to bed I'll watch the sunrise at the roof of my house ; at late night or early in the morning the view of sunrise from my roof aren't as beautiful as the view of sunset but at least it is still pretty thou..