November 2012 is gone

I didn't blog much, or... did I?
As I mention in my last post, in early May 2012 - July 2012 I'll be attending the Malaysian National Service Training Program a.k.a PLKN (Program Latihan Khidmat Negara) and that's one of the reason why I've been MIA. ;P TEEHEE  

Truth to be told... After I participate and join the program, I slowly start to change my perception & perspective about the program. As I've said before, I thought the program was sucks, waste of time, boring and worthless.. But in the end its all turned out to be just fine! It was delightful and fun. Just so you know, I've learned a lot things and gain some knowledge plus trillion zillion of experience about camp life during the program. Not just  knowledge and experience I've gain but I also gain tons of new friends from different culture and background such as Orang asli malaya, Thai-Chinese, Pure malaya chinese, Murut, Bisayah, Melanau, Bajau darat/laut, etc.

 If you give me one more chance to participate or join this program once more, definitely I won't waste it. Ahah!

Give Me Some HOPE

This is the part where DECISION is all matter.

Time go by so FAST

From minutes turn to months..
High school to College..
From 17 to 21.. 

Ironically 

I haven't made up my mind yet. FIS or IT Engineering or Graphic Design ? hmm...

First and foremost, I would like to mention about PLKN a.k.a Malaysian Training Program.
I'm totally screw up!! Arghhhhhhhhhh... :| I'll be attending the program by early next month. JEEZZZZZZ I almost forgot that I was chosen to attend this fricking thing. Trololol
Well.., what more can I do to change the system? Huh? Let just accept it with an (forced) open heart. haha!
Hopefully I'll stay alive during the training till the end. xD
Let it be.. What will be; will be.~
Terima ja la dengan redha, apa juga boleh buat. Hmm..~

"It's Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope I had the time of my life.
For what it's worth it was worth all the while.."

Truth to be told:

I wanna become a doctor yet I'm worry that I can't 'survive' during the process of becoming a surgeon.

I like ICT subject yet I'm concern that it's not what I wish to live with or pursue furthermore;

I'm interested in graphic design but I doubt that it can pay well for/in the future.

I'm running out of ideas! I need an escape from life for a while...

Dissapoint

FUCK OFF !!!

That is the most suitable words for this week..

Tons of shit happen this week, the probability of it might happen again for the next upcoming week are undefined. 

First of all 

Do you know what the heck was the pic above ?!


Hmm..., here we go.
I'll try to explain briefly and politely about the pic above
As you could see in the pic above ''JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA'' aka PLKN
It's a Malaysian Training Program and it's a crime if someone rebel to go to the program. You can only get an exception if you are mentally ill or undergoing drug rehabilitation or something similar to those conditions.


Unfortunately, I'm running out of luck... hmm, I'm selected to join this program and I'm devastated...  Lol
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Life is HARD! yet I'm not gonna give up and I'll never back down! TEEHEE