November 2012 is gone

I didn't blog much, or... did I?
As I mention in my last post, in early May 2012 - July 2012 I'll be attending the Malaysian National Service Training Program a.k.a PLKN (Program Latihan Khidmat Negara) and that's one of the reason why I've been MIA. ;P TEEHEE  

Truth to be told... After I participate and join the program, I slowly start to change my perception & perspective about the program. As I've said before, I thought the program was sucks, waste of time, boring and worthless.. But in the end its all turned out to be just fine! It was delightful and fun. Just so you know, I've learned a lot things and gain some knowledge plus trillion zillion of experience about camp life during the program. Not just  knowledge and experience I've gain but I also gain tons of new friends from different culture and background such as Orang asli malaya, Thai-Chinese, Pure malaya chinese, Murut, Bisayah, Melanau, Bajau darat/laut, etc.

 If you give me one more chance to participate or join this program once more, definitely I won't waste it. Ahah!

Life as a Young Adult

''Life is a beautiful melody. Sometimes you flub the lyrics, but don't stop singing...''

So.. Here is the part where I supposed to tell you that it's not scary..
As a high school leaver, I've to decide what's my plan for the future. I'm thinking of pursuing my study in medical or art in graphic design.. :]

Life is so unpredictable
I'm not a fan of the UNKNOWN. The UNKNOWN can change your entire life in an instant. The UNKNOWN can take everything away from you and never give it back. Your life can end in a flash before you even have time to know it's over.

I'm dreaming/daydreaming to study oversea/aboard, pursuing further study levels at foreign country to experience different lifestyle and get to know more about their culture.. thus, I can improve/learn my skills & life experience as a young adult by taking care of my own; sort of like being 'independent'... & learn not to count on anyone else But myself. Haha!

P/s: I dreamed of flying away from my home last night. Trololol, AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

License

Somehow for some reason I don't have the urge/enthusiasm/interest or whatsoever you call it is in driving. I rather and prefer more being a passenger than a driver.

I don't hate driving;
I just didn't quiet enjoy driving as much as some of my friends are...

Yet the feeling of Anxiety, Panic, Nervous, Scared, Fear, & Worry never seem to strike when I'm driving..
The only feeling I have : 'blank'?
It's not that I didn't have any clue on how to drive a car.. I do know how to drive but, I just doesn't seem to enjoy it. Trololol

I'm done with the license now. :))

Tomorrow Is Christmas

Happy & Merry Christmas Eve everyone :)

But.. as for me... it doesn't feel like Christmas at all... :| maybe;...

Let just relax, lay back, listen & enjoy the songs in the middle of the night/early in the morning.. ;)

dang it! I'm such a hopelessly hopeful dreamer ;P TEEHEE

DayDreaming

Day by day...
Dream by dream...

That's how I go through this recent month.. daydreaming each day, wish to have those old days back.. where all I get in my exam result are only A's and B's.
Now days,
I hardly paying attention to the teacher during class.. all I'm doing is yawning. it's not that I didn't get enough sleep but I just don't know why.maybe I didn't get enough oxygen? Lol  Another irritated thing that I usually do are.. I pay more attention to some other else then the teacher teaching in front of the class, such as when someone is walking I easily get distract by them..
TELL me what to do?? I'm so numb -__-
All I could do for this week of exam are just try not to fail all the important subjects. Even thought I already fail ICT subject @.@ 


p/s pray for me so that I'll get straight A's in my SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia).It's a national examination for all fifth-year secondary school students in Malaysia. Hah =D

2011

I think after high-school I am going to somewhere away from trouble 

Things that I'm gonna do after high-school :

1. dye my hair whether orange/red auburn/purple/blue or any other gorgeous color
2. shave my hair.. (after dye my hair for weeks or whenever I want) ahahaha !!
3. apply as many college/university  application as I could/want (more then 10 maybe) xD
4. travel around the world
5. learns to play as many instrument as I able/manage to 
6. Tattoo.. but i don't know where or of what
7. Enjoy my FREEDOM !!!  

Hairs

This picture remind me of a wonderful time I ever had this year.

 

Gorgeous Hairs

I want this, argh..

omg... this is not just delicious its more than delicious =D