Tomorrow : Last day of 2011 1st semester

Tomorrow is the last day of school for this semester.

We'll play Cho Dai Di LIKE A BOSS all day long till the end of the class =D

Holidays are coming, examination are done for now
After half of a decade stressing, now it's time to rest
It's time to enjoy the fun, it's time to create the memories of last year in high school..
Yet crisis, drama, stress, problems, and shit never seem to need a break.

Sorrow seems to conquer the days, leaving sadness to break the tourniquet
Slowly taken away the happiness bringing tears to the cheek

Lie never seem to be a problem, hiding the truth never seem to be false.
Its all just part of life cycle. That's all

Things Happened

High-School

Last Year of high-school officially start tomorrow :)

2011

I think after high-school I am going to somewhere away from trouble 

Things that I'm gonna do after high-school :

1. dye my hair whether orange/red auburn/purple/blue or any other gorgeous color
2. shave my hair.. (after dye my hair for weeks or whenever I want) ahahaha !!
3. apply as many college/university  application as I could/want (more then 10 maybe) xD
4. travel around the world
5. learns to play as many instrument as I able/manage to 
6. Tattoo.. but i don't know where or of what
7. Enjoy my FREEDOM !!!  

Skip School

Last Friday: skip school
as a return, I get a chance to view a beautiful sunset.. Lol

Life's a scary thing...
Failing.. not being able to help or getting help the one's you love.. not reaching your full potential.. pain.. losing someone.. being forgotten.. height.. clown.. falling into temptation.. God.. loving someone..

If theres one thing that college provides, it gives you a reason to smile.
-Joseph Chung

2 more Days

my hair growing longer every seconds.. haha..

2 more days, then i'm out for schools this year ;P hah..
I'm a bit tired and I haven't study for Chemistry yet.
btw it's raining and I'm cold, I'm seriously need a warm+tender hugs =)
1 more thing, tomorrow I'll be back late and that doesn't make any sense at all...
Why can't we just skip the discourse/lecturing or whatsoever it's and keep the time for examination on track?!
This is so pathetic and lame, I wish I could change a things but.. never-mind, it's worthless

September is coming

As you did saw the title.. September is coming, August is leaving. in few more days then all the practical teachers at schools are gonna end their practical period or practical time limit or whatever that you call it in just one more week... =/

Time go by past, passing without telling that the end of year are coming close.. so do the 2nd semester exam. Without realizing that day by day, class by class, skip by skip, there are so many others thing that I haven't done yet before facing the ends of this year.. 

BTW I accidentally heard a song on the radio been played (Saleem - Tinggal Kenangan), and it remind/recall  me of the memories while I still live at Lahad Datu. Entahlah sejak bila juga yang saya minta lagu2 c Saleem tapi yang sy tau semua lagu2 yg mcam tu mesti akan membuatkan sy tringat balik semua kenangan tentang masa dulu2, kalo bukan lagu c Saleem mesti lagu2 lama yg popular di awal tahun 2000 & 2001 dan di sekitar tahun 1998 & 1999..     

 (Makin lama makin cacat english saya -.-' semuanya pasal C.Hxxxx la tu wtf pnya ckgu )

p/s: sorry for those any grammar error and any broken language... i seriously need to improve my English and start improving it now -.-    

School ?

its Thursday eve's xD haha..

Guess??? Whats that? o.O huh..

 

Basketball

soccer/ football

I didn't snap much photo of the soccer/football games, but I did snap some scene/action of the basketball games.. I only upload 2/3 pic of each games because I'm too lazy to do anything now =P

I'm tired by the way..

Irritated but Enjoyable

hmm~...

My spinal cord are killing me =/ Argh... I just got back from the scout camp, it was fun and enjoy =)
I didn't sleep all day long during the camp because we didn't bring any camp and it was raining during the night... so, the shelter that we built couldn't cover us from being wet by the rain...

This's the shelter that we've built 

During night the first rain fall, we (the four of us: Mulok, Atie, Nicole & me) go under the shelter to avoid from the rain.. but shelter roof was leaking, so we move our stuff and ourself to the girls scout shelter... The girls scout shelter were also couldn't fully cover us from being wet by the rain but at least its still able to cover us from drenched.. 

Second time the rain fall during the night, we all were sitting in the middle of the camping area.. Due we were tired and too lazy during this time, we all didn't even move to cover ourself from the rain fall.. Luckily the rain wasn't so bad, we just sit on the spot were the bench been build and resting our eyes with leaning on each other shoulder and trying to sleep while being wet by the rain, in the middle of coolness, wetness and tiredness.. xD I did try to sleep but I just can't sleep because of my spinal cord.. Arghhh, it  was so damn hurt!!! I try to lean  my back on my friends shoulder but it wasn't helping at all.. It still feels hurt, finally I don't care of it anymore I don't give a damn about it anymore I just try to rest my eyes without care of my freaking hurt spinal cord =P

Before the rain fall, my friends and I stay at one of the shelter that been build near the cooking spot.. While we were over there, we chat with some of the boys and you know what ?? xD haha... all we're talking about are about those 'bio and sains sukan ' stuff ;P We laugh out loud every single minutes.. and also we did/made the conversation more like 'formspring' if you know what I mean, its like we're asking question and the boys are answering, explaining, clarifying and  telling us why, how, and what it's.. xD all of the stuff that been ask were so freaking insane and so do the explanation that given, they were so dayem funny.. I swear if you did listen the conversation from the beginning 'till the ends you would never ever stop laughing, its all start with the question of something about hole.. Then, from that moment they all start to laugh and non-stop.. The conversation last for a couple hours then dismiss, after that some of us tried to sleep and rest..   

    

4th of July

palingggggg...................-______________-

1st semester exam !@#$ Lol...
I fail in 5 important subjects, all those science stream subjects and history....
Suppose to fail in Malay too, but the teacher give me 'markah kesian' so that I'll pass =/
pass marks is 45% i got 44% in Malay -______- lame, huh?? I know.. but, what can I say more?
Let just forget about it, let it be the past that will be written in the story of my life xD and the lesson for me because of being such a 'brainy' in this semester exam. haha~

Let's Celebrate 4th of July =)

makin lama, makin malas sy nmpk ni blog ohh~ Lol mcam tu yg teda2 shja.. -___- 

Substitute Teachers

I'm so gonna be daydreaming while in the class for this next three month in the subjects of physic, biology and history -______-

There are some practical teachers that gonna be substitute teachers for some of our class, and it is going to be whether so dayem irritating bored or just fine.. haha.. Lol
Whatever~
maybe it just gonna be fine, nothing to worry about... or...??   I don't know..
I don't wanna judge anyone or anybody, I'm just sayin'... That's what I do, not to judge or even assume.. just thinking and wondering by using my own thought.. =P and that's also the reason why I am a grammar failure, I just write down what is in my thought without looking back or check down what I've wrote whether there are some mistake or not... xD

Some of the practical teachers are being substitute teacher in some of our class (Bio,Physic,History)

School

*Sigh* I'm being such a numb right now.. -__________- got nothing to do else, today is the last day before school start again and I haven't finish up my homework yet =P I'm too lazy for that right now..


In just less then 12hours I'm gonna be back at school AGAIN just like before, with all those bored routine to do all over again and again and AGAIN !! It's not like that I hate school, but it's just that I don't really like the situation around the class (my class).. with the teachers assume that it was the class of 'smart-ass students'. While the fact that, I'm NOT..  (I'm just an ordinary normal student with the result C+ C- D- B- B+ only sometimes will get an A.. not occasionally but rarely only once in a while, not exactly an A tough it was an A- but still count as 'A' =P) and having some of those classmate that have straight A's as their report card result, and-also-with-those-whatsoever-parents-or-people-assumes. I hate the ways they assume it was like that. Yeah maybe it was no 'biggie' but sometimes it cause me to suffer a little bit, kinda like it's a drugs that slowly killing me trough my vein without everyone around even noticed about it.


I'm not stress out, I'm just worried thats all.. =/ I'm worried that if I couldn't pass those killer subjects (physic& add-math) I wish I could just drop out those 2 subjects and don't need to think about it anymore, that easily.. but.., it's not that simple as you think so or thought so.. There's are consequences that will/could effect my result or future or whatsoever its call.. for the next upcoming stuff like jobs, college, university, even to get in matriculation and so on..
All I know is just that I don't wanna fail thats all.. hopefully this will get better soon =)
I don't wanna feel sorry for myself I just want to be better and away from all of the stupid stuff that makes me worried..
(If you could imagine it, then you will succeed it).. GMH


btw.. just so you know, I love school xD              

Over..

First semester exam is soo over..

and so do my PHYSIC!! I'm soo gonna FAIL in my PHYSIC!! Lol xD

not to forget my history too. =/ 

I think I'm soo gonna fail in my history, bio, add-math & PHYSIC !

Haha.. xD what can I say ? 

Let just forget bout it for a while.. 

Next week is the last week before 1st semester holiday so, I'm not going to just sit around and wait for the holidays to end. Seriously, what should I do during the holiday?? study? Hell No! =P 

better go to jogs or cycling every morning and evening with my friends or go to vacation =D

btw I really have no idea how should I spend the 3weeks of holidays o.O         

Entahla..

Exam been postponed to next next week. :|

hmm~... it doesn't makes me feel better or anything, do you?
Entahla... sy pun x tau pa lgi mo bt. Yg  penting asalkan sy lulus dlm ni exam semester 1, kalo x., entahla...

Aim for this smstr exam:
BI = PASS
BM = PASS
MATH = PASS
PM = PASS
BIO = PASS
ICT = PASS
CHEMISTRY = PASS
*PHYSIC = PASS
*SEJ = PASS
*ADD MATH = PASS

I didn't expect much.., all I want is just to pass all the subjects especially those with the mark ' * '
I do want to get A+ in my result but, it just seem too much.. so, I guess I'll just hope for A instead of A+

p/s  wish me luck in my exam.., who know~ maybe your wish might will give me some charm to get A+.. haha xD

Ironic...

Things had change.. 

Just so you know, my English teacher had move or I don't know what.. I just knew it earlier, where we were suppose to had English class with her, not with the guy who can't really pronounce the word 'fog' correctly or he just doesn't know how to read it. -___-  why the hell on earth are the new English teacher pronounce the word 'Fog' as 'Frog' ?!! I was like WHAT ??? what did he just said?!  fog or frog?? Then you know what?.. He continues to read the text from the textbook and suddenly ask : 'you guys know what is frog?'  -.-' nobody answered his question. Then, he continue and say : 'you know.... frog... the one that jump.. jump?' 
what a lame~... I said in my thought. -.-'


About my previous English teacher, she was way much better then the new one. Maybe she is a bit firm or strict, but I like the way she teach us... and the words that she always use; certain-certain, if you know what i mean, chaos, miserable and so on... If I'm not mistaken, one of my friend(the class monitor) said, she had moved to works in the office... huh?? I didn't exactly know what was the reason she had move or where did she moved even why did she move.. it was never been told specifically and explicitly so.. no one have any idea why did she move.. neither do you, but maybe later we will find out the reason why. haha =)


For the record, I like the way my previous English teacher teach our class more than the way the new one teach us.. The way she teach us was way sooo much different then the way the new teacher.. I rather been teach by a strict teacher than having a teacher that was ....xxx.... -.-? hmm~(there's no any specific word could be use to describe the new English teacher). 


Actually, the new English teacher that I'm sayin' about is not really a new teacher for our school. He been teaching at the school for maybe a few years or I don't know how long he'd been teaching at the school, because I don't even care about that.. I did saw him before, around the school but he never teach us or came in our class.. He is a new teacher for me.


Another thing that I want to share about; how do you pronounce the word 'monster'? it is just a simple word isn't it ?? my new English teacher Mr. H.... pronounce it as 'muoser'   
-.-'  wtf

err...

hmmm~.... *sigh*
One more week....... err..., or I suppose to said few more days?? -.-'  nah.. never-mind, nobody even care about that. haha xD


Back to the 'headline', few more days then the first semester exam will be start. What should I do?? huh? study? do some revision? wtf?
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN 'BOUT IT !! 

Let just hope that I'm not gonna fail any subjects especially PHYSIC !!

I HATE PHYSIC SOOOOO DAMN MUCH !!
(I hate the subject not the teacher, don't get me wrong about it.)


p/s don't forget to pray for me =), may God bless you ^_^

15 April 2010

here's some pic of the traditional music instruments player playing the traditional instruments during the school ceremony of best student award. 

(I'm too lazy to rephrase the sentences even-though, i know that the sentences was kinda wrong ) =P

doomsday !!

3 more weeks.. then, the first semester exam will be start  xD 

THIS IS SO MARVELOUS !!
if you know what i mean ;P

Owh~ crap !

A week of school holiday, during the holiday I didn't even open any books to do some revision or done any homework that been given... chemistry? Physic? Bio? History? English? b.m? hmmm.. don't even ask me whether I've done any of those homework or not, because you already know what the answer ;P 


And now, how am I supposed to do all of those zillion of homework in just 2 days before school started. Arghh... wtf?! I'm so regretful, I didn't finish up all those homework while I still have plenty time to done it.


But, isn't that holidays is the days that we should/suppose to relax, relaxing our BRAIN!, don't need go to school or works and just having rest..?? Why the hell on earth are the teachers giving us plenty of homework on holiday?? =/while holidays.. We supposed to give our brain a rest during holidays, instead of doing a million zillion billion of homework!! 

(what can i say?? *sigh* maybe we been given those zillion of homework is for our own good, so that we'll no be a dumb-ass ) yeah, whatever~  -.- 

My brain barely functioning

Now is holiday, even-though it's only a week but I appreciate it very much. After a period of study, I feel like my brain had stop working. It's all about my history test, I don't know why but I did study and do some revision for it.. On the test, I did pretty well all of it and I try my best to answer all of the subjective, objective and those essay question.., I don't know why is this happening :( after all of what I've done I only get 24/50 in my history test wtf?!  It's SAD. *sigh*  

But you know what, I am done for the test! No more freaking exams until May. But then, I am still constantly tortured by never ending homework and assignments and of course, the one and only true love, professional exams! Argh! I wonder when will it end.. It would be so nice to not needing to wake up in the morning and go like "professional exams again". Wait.. No.. no... no..., it would be nice to not needing an alarm clock to make you get up from bed. HAH


Well, i'm just  done with those exam. Brain feels like it has been partially cooked. Kinda in a blurrie mode. Just feel like getting the day over with and to go to bed. But no, I can't. I need to study somemore! MORE MORE MORE!