*Sigh* I'm being such a numb right now.. -__________- got nothing to do else, today is the last day before school start again and I haven't finish up my homework yet =P I'm too lazy for that right now..
In just less then 12hours I'm gonna be back at school AGAIN just like before, with all those bored routine to do all over again and again and AGAIN !! It's not like that I hate school, but it's just that I don't really like the situation around the class (my class).. with the teachers assume that it was the class of 'smart-ass students'. While the fact that, I'm NOT.. (I'm just an ordinary normal student with the result C+ C- D- B- B+ only sometimes will get an A.. not occasionally but rarely only once in a while, not exactly an A tough it was an A- but still count as 'A' =P) and having some of those classmate that have straight A's as their report card result, and-also-with-those-whatsoever-parents-or-people-assumes. I hate the ways they assume it was like that. Yeah maybe it was no 'biggie' but sometimes it cause me to suffer a little bit, kinda like it's a drugs that slowly killing me trough my vein without everyone around even noticed about it.
I'm not stress out, I'm just worried thats all.. =/ I'm worried that if I couldn't pass those killer subjects (physic& add-math) I wish I could just drop out those 2 subjects and don't need to think about it anymore, that easily.. but.., it's not that simple as you think so or thought so.. There's are consequences that will/could effect my result or future or whatsoever its call.. for the next upcoming stuff like jobs, college, university, even to get in matriculation and so on..
All I know is just that I don't wanna fail thats all.. hopefully this will get better soon =)
I don't wanna feel sorry for myself I just want to be better and away from all of the stupid stuff that makes me worried..
(If you could imagine it, then you will succeed it).. GMH
btw.. just so you know, I love school xD
