Alone Together

NO...! I didn't mean to be such mean, okay?!

It just that I don't know why, why is everything have to be so mess up right now?
I can't be sure that if I may pass all the examination that I'm having this time.
I don't wanna mess up this time! I'm dead serious I don't want to be underestimate by anyone around me.
I don't want my social life to mess up with my academic.
yeah.. yeah.. yeah! I'm trying! please just please give me some guidance I need a shoulder to lean on. I might not be the perfect one out of everything but I'm trying to be the best that I could.
I'M trying my best. I am not going to give up. I'M good enough. I still have a long walk. I can do it. I WILL DO IT. Maybe not today, or this week, or this month but someday I will get it.

Day by day side by side I need to surround myself with positivity and nice people. I can't survive in this life with 'your' kind of people trying to bring me down. Yet no matter what happen I'll keep on trying to survive in this universe even with the memories that you have left behind with unfinished ending

I might like you, but please give me some time. I'm having a hard time to define what is 'love'.
What was it like when you are in love with someone..?
How do you know you are in love with someone?
I'm asking you because I'm uncertain whether this feeling that I'm having is love or just some ridiculous temporarily crush.
I have no ideas what are you trying to tell me.
I hope you willing to stay by my heart guide me on discovering this new adventure.

But never mind.. I'm willing to let you go so, suit yourself its your choice
All I can do now is just seduce you with my kind-heart.
I didn't miss the opportunities you just giving up on me too soon that's why you miss the chance of having me. Just Goodbye.

That's the best for now, even its kinda tear my heart a bit.., but I have to accept that you belong to someone else and you aren't the one who is willing to stay with me for a lifetime.
and I don't blame you for that and I accept life's karma what's the best for me even if its really devastated for me to accept the truth
 
p/s: I should have focus more in my study ehh..
and I don't even know what am stressing about now -.-'

What about Me?

Ignore the title, ignore the overcurious, let just ignore all the negative thought that you get from the title above..

It's just some random fact. Nothing personal.

I wish I was prettier than her, funnier than her, more fun to be with than her.

Not to get you back. That bird has flown. I just want you to know what you missed out on.

Only I’m not prettier or more anything than her. You found someone better and we both know it.

I know I’ll get over it by the morning but right now I’m feeling mighty petty.

-Gabrielle W.

It's been a while since my last post on September, now is October.

School final exam start today but mine will be start next week till' 11 of November.. 
Quite a long period, and I haven't start to revising anythings yet. Biology? Chemistry? Physic? Add-Math? History? nahh.. I have nothing to tell you 'bout those subjects, I'm numb and speechless. 


First semester of exam, I got the mostttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt extremelyy terriblehorribleuglyfvckingggshittt result ever!!! ='/. I failed 5 subjects out of 10, what a silly thing to let it happened in my life ever!! I'm full of regretfulness on failing those important subjects in my exam, it taught me a good lesson from it. Next time i'm not going to let this 'unlucky charm' happening again, i swear, i promises and you got my word. 

Wish me luck =) 

4th of July

palingggggg...................-______________-

1st semester exam !@#$ Lol...
I fail in 5 important subjects, all those science stream subjects and history....
Suppose to fail in Malay too, but the teacher give me 'markah kesian' so that I'll pass =/
pass marks is 45% i got 44% in Malay -______- lame, huh?? I know.. but, what can I say more?
Let just forget about it, let it be the past that will be written in the story of my life xD and the lesson for me because of being such a 'brainy' in this semester exam. haha~

Let's Celebrate 4th of July =)

makin lama, makin malas sy nmpk ni blog ohh~ Lol mcam tu yg teda2 shja.. -___- 

Over..

First semester exam is soo over..

and so do my PHYSIC!! I'm soo gonna FAIL in my PHYSIC!! Lol xD

not to forget my history too. =/ 

I think I'm soo gonna fail in my history, bio, add-math & PHYSIC !

Haha.. xD what can I say ? 

Let just forget bout it for a while.. 

Next week is the last week before 1st semester holiday so, I'm not going to just sit around and wait for the holidays to end. Seriously, what should I do during the holiday?? study? Hell No! =P 

better go to jogs or cycling every morning and evening with my friends or go to vacation =D

btw I really have no idea how should I spend the 3weeks of holidays o.O         

A+szz

Tomorrow is EXAM !! I'm sooo unprepared xD haha.
And I don't give a damn about it!!

Entahla..

Exam been postponed to next next week. :|

hmm~... it doesn't makes me feel better or anything, do you?
Entahla... sy pun x tau pa lgi mo bt. Yg  penting asalkan sy lulus dlm ni exam semester 1, kalo x., entahla...

Aim for this smstr exam:
BI = PASS
BM = PASS
MATH = PASS
PM = PASS
BIO = PASS
ICT = PASS
CHEMISTRY = PASS
*PHYSIC = PASS
*SEJ = PASS
*ADD MATH = PASS

I didn't expect much.., all I want is just to pass all the subjects especially those with the mark ' * '
I do want to get A+ in my result but, it just seem too much.. so, I guess I'll just hope for A instead of A+

p/s  wish me luck in my exam.., who know~ maybe your wish might will give me some charm to get A+.. haha xD

doomsday !!

3 more weeks.. then, the first semester exam will be start  xD 

THIS IS SO MARVELOUS !!
if you know what i mean ;P

My brain barely functioning

Now is holiday, even-though it's only a week but I appreciate it very much. After a period of study, I feel like my brain had stop working. It's all about my history test, I don't know why but I did study and do some revision for it.. On the test, I did pretty well all of it and I try my best to answer all of the subjective, objective and those essay question.., I don't know why is this happening :( after all of what I've done I only get 24/50 in my history test wtf?!  It's SAD. *sigh*  

But you know what, I am done for the test! No more freaking exams until May. But then, I am still constantly tortured by never ending homework and assignments and of course, the one and only true love, professional exams! Argh! I wonder when will it end.. It would be so nice to not needing to wake up in the morning and go like "professional exams again". Wait.. No.. no... no..., it would be nice to not needing an alarm clock to make you get up from bed. HAH


Well, i'm just  done with those exam. Brain feels like it has been partially cooked. Kinda in a blurrie mode. Just feel like getting the day over with and to go to bed. But no, I can't. I need to study somemore! MORE MORE MORE!