Almost 18

I'm in the process of growing up

I get to do as many mistake as I have to,

I learned from my mistake.

I don't have the best out of everything in life 

I'm just good at making the best of everything that life brings along

And someday, I hope that my curiosity will be replaced by something beautiful 

        

I need fantasy not reality, I have enough reality all this years

I live in a world of fantasy, so keep your reality away from me

I'm 153 cm instead of 160 cm

Weight 47 kg instead of 45 kg,

I'm almost 18 y/o instead of 8 y/o.

I'm 50% Chinese + 50% Kadazan Dusun 

Instead of 50% Redhead + 50% Eurasian

And I'm Asian  

It's already December.

It's funny how day by day,

Nothing changes But

when you look back.

Everything is different.

It's funny how I just don't care anymore

And I'm just a kid. Who grew up way too FAST!

Conclusion = Time does fly. 

p/s : I'm addicted to 9Gag :P

 

14th December

Holidays are coming, examination are done for now
After half of a decade stressing, now Its time to relax
Its time to enjoy the holidays, Its time to sit down, lay back on the couch and forget all about high school..
Yet crisis, drama, stress, problems, and shit never seem to need a break.

Sorrow seems to conquer the days, leaving sadness to break the tourniquet
Slowly taken away the happiness bringing tears to the cheek

Lie never seem to be a problem, hiding the truth never seem to be false.
Its all just part of life cycle. That's all

HAHA! I just put on my braces last Monday.. And now I barely even can bite a rice AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
Such TORTURED, yet I don't regret on getting braces! TEEHEE :)
Just so you know I take ages just to brush/clean my teeth from now on. HAHA

Birthday

I never seem to get excited or whatever feeling it is that people should have when their birthday's are just around the conner.. I don't know why, and it seem to be a bit of 'unpleasant'

I'm not saying that I don't like or don't want to celebrate my birthday, it just that there is something kind of bothering me every time my birthday are upcoming..

Since holidays starts, I've been back to my old lifestyle routine which is :
Going to bed at late night or early in the morning.., depend on your own perspective (3am/5am)
And wake up at the middle of evening or late evening (2pm/4pm)
THEN,
At the evening, I'll be having my 'breakfast'  then reading novels until I'm bored
During the night, I'll be online and updating my Facebook then visit/stalking some cool Tumblr/blog and play games.
In the middle of the night, I watch moviess or read my novels then eat my 'lunch'..     
Before going to bed I'll watch the sunrise at the roof of my house ; at late night or early in the morning the view of sunrise from my roof aren't as beautiful as the view of sunset but at least it is still pretty thou..