Hi there,
here's a story of my life..
don't think or judge, just read it
When I was at school , my friends always assume that I was the girl that who seemed to have it all. You know the type: 'the girl who has everything' a perfect life and always get whatever she want/ever ask for..
The truth is, though, that you can't tell much about a person just by a simple glance. It's all assumption. But what if you could go deeper, and really get to know the person who has everything? What you find out will surprise you.
My life wasn't as perfect as what you've thought, maybe i'm kinda spoiled little bratz because I'm the youngest one in my family.. but I didn't always get what I want. I need to work-hard to get any thing that I ever ask or wish for from my parents. They don't just give me something without a reason because it would seem ridiculous, it will be unfair with my other siblings if my parents just give me something without a reason instead of giving them(my other siblings). (if you know exactly what i mean )
But most of all, every time when I'm havin' problem.. I never show it to anyone or tell anyone because I find it, it's hard for me to express my feeling or explain what is goin' on with me.. Sometimes I also tend to lied so that it wont change a thing such as when someone ask me : 'are you okay?' I would answered: ' yeah, sure..I'm fine' with the smile in my face even-though actually I'm not okay.. I'm hate to told the truth about my feelings and problem that I have.. :/ Being honest about my feeling with others or myself was kind of hard for me to do. Which was the hardest thing of all for me to do.
I'm stuck... hanging, with no resolution
What can I say? You don't know how hard I've struggle for my life, with those heavy years that I've been trough since I was a little.. dealing with soo many drama, crisis and whatsoever it is. Maybe that's how life plays out, the reality of life that I have to live with. But the most important things is, you can't tell much about a person just by a simple glance., don't judge or think about people before you get to know them better.
Maybe one day you'll know how I felt, about my life..
life must go on
