Adam Levine

Dear Adam, why are you so HOT?!!
I adore adam levine so damn much. TEEHEE :]

I received a pack from Academy of Art University today.. 

I'm thinking of becoming a professional graphic design artist while becoming a surgeon.

hmm~ give me some luck :3

Last Friday, I went to a science club study tour trip a.k.a 'lawatan sambil belajar' or whatever you call it is. I had a great time with all of the club members. During the study tour, our first destination was the Lok Kawi Wildlife Park, then North Borneo Railway Train Station, finally Tanjung Aru Beach. 

p/s:This is my last year of high school 2011. ;)

Why named/titled 'stalker' the new flagcounter ?

Because that's what I think it suit for... :)

random thought ?

Ur real name is Ryann or stellyn

stellyn is my name. ryann is my crazy nickname!! 'ryan' is a nickname that my friends use to call me and to make a crack of me sometimes. Lol

random thought ?

Raise Your Sleeve

Raise your sleeve,

Share your Red;

Donate your blood…

You might save a life.

I gave/donated blood for the first time YESTERDAY!! at the high school blood drives

I'm sure it was pretty awesome.. Lol

From what I've known, if someone wants to donate their blood they must be at least 17 years old. Yet, actually I'm not officially 17 yet, but.. I was eligible to donate blood. hmm~ what can I say?? Maybe I'm just too fits for it ;D HAh

There are things that I get to know when/during/after donated my blood.. 

Which is :I'm B types blood group and I've lost 5 kg of my weight in the last few months (from 50 to 45 kg). I'm grateful that my weight is exactly 45 kg because one of the requirement to donate your blood are... you must weight 45 kg or above!

I'm among the earliest person to donate blood during the blood donation campaign. Everything went well during the process, I didn't faint or unconscious during the process.

Only that after the blood donating process went through, I'm kinda sorta feel sleepy during classes.

A lot of students also participate in the event, and some of the teachers also join and show their intention to save life other than wanting to encourage most students to participate and donate their blood for good deeds. 

p/s: I donate 350mL/cc of my B types blood during the process. 7 september '11

Give me some hope, I'm running out of luck...

Hey :)
Excels are over, yet I still need to study hard and work my ass off to score ACEs in SPM

For the first time in this year I pass my history test !! HAHA :D I'm proud of myself
I guess the late night studying and the numb-numbing hours spent on studying and revision payed off. From D to B !! It's a good progress right? Even though I didn't get ACE, at least my grades are getting better.

Just so you know, I might kill it in Maths but I screw it in Add-Maths :/
Once more...I FAIL in Add-Maths, I running out of charm.
Somebody please help me in Calculus, I reallyreallyreallyreally needed a helping hand, I'm numb in calculus.. I hate those dy/dx du/dv ''telur dinosaur'' or what so ever you call it is. *sigh*
Biology,Physics,Chemistry... what you got for me? can you please show me some love, my love for you are infinity.. TROLOLOLOLOLOL 


Despite all the damn thing, sooner or later all of the bad charm will instantly end.


Here we go... soon I'll be wearing braces. You might think/said that it was so freaking hurt/ugly/painful or whatever it is.., yet the result after 24 months of having it in your mouth was tremendous!! Trust me! all the pain/nerve-racking are worth it.


About the braces... I need to decide wether I want the ceramic one or the metal one.
Yet I choose to get/have half ceramic and half metal that might decrease the cost a little bit than having full ceramic braces. I know that ceramic brackets of braces was a bit pricey than metal brackets. But I don't want to get/have the full metal one. 
THANKS to my parents they encourage me in whatever my decision are.. 

'Money is never a problem if there's a desire of good deeds or benefits, and Money is never a problem if you aren't such a pessimistic or narrow-minded.'  stellyn levine

Awkward Moment

Something weird happens today...

Today is the most weirdest  day ever.. Wanna know why??

At some point for some reasons I find that it's awkward for me if I saw any of my friends/classmate/schoolmate outside the school when I'm shopping with my parents at mall or anywhere else.

In less than just 4 hours, I saw/accidentally meet 7 out of tons of my friends/classmate/schoolmate outside the school, at different place yet at the same day..

3 out of 7 of them I accidentally meet/saw them at my housing area. Just so you know, at the moment when I accidentally meet/saw the first 3 of them... I was ridding my bike cycling around the housing area with my niece and I was wearing my Pajamas shirt…!! Lol I don't know what was I thinking., and why did I wear my Pajamas when cycling.. why didn't I change my shirt before I went out to cycling?!! I'm kinda embarrass when they saw me cycling around in my Pajamas shirt.. and It's too weird for me when I bump into them while I was in messy.. Lol, HAHA.. 

The other 4 of them I accidentally meet/saw them at downtown while shopping for grocery and while paying at the counter. I smile and wave at each of them while my parents were next to me eyeing and watching at them. Luckily, while this time of awkward moment I was dress properly.. HAHA  

Dissapoint

FUCK OFF !!!

That is the most suitable words for this week..

Tons of shit happen this week, the probability of it might happen again for the next upcoming week are undefined. 

First of all 

Do you know what the heck was the pic above ?!


Hmm..., here we go.
I'll try to explain briefly and politely about the pic above
As you could see in the pic above ''JABATAN LATIHAN KHIDMAT NEGARA'' aka PLKN
It's a Malaysian Training Program and it's a crime if someone rebel to go to the program. You can only get an exception if you are mentally ill or undergoing drug rehabilitation or something similar to those conditions.


Unfortunately, I'm running out of luck... hmm, I'm selected to join this program and I'm devastated...  Lol
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Life is HARD! yet I'm not gonna give up and I'll never back down! TEEHEE